As we are near the end of NIAW, I am praying for the families still waiting to bring a baby home, still waiting to announce that they are expecting, still waiting for the double pink lines on the pregnancy test. I have been there… waiting.. not knowing… still hoping through all the pain and wondering if I should give up.
I pray He will restore the years of shame and sorrow with double the joy. “Instead of shame, there should be a double portion.” Isaiah 61:7
I pray that God will restore what you have lost. Deuteronomy 30:3 God, your God, will restore everything you lost; he’ll have compassion on you; he’ll come back and pick up the pieces from all the places where you were scattered.”
I pray That you will have more children. Deuteronomy 30:9 God, your God, will outdo himself in making things go well for you: you’ll have babies, get calves, grow crops, and enjoy an all-around good life.”
One of my favorite scriptures is Ephesians 3:20-21, “Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that works in us.” I can’t help but think about the song, “He’s Able” by Deitrick Haddon & Voices of Unity inspired by this scripture, “don’t give up on God, cause He won’t give up on you. HE’S ABLE!” ”
The scripture Jeremiah 29:11 says, “For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” We may never know why God allowed infertility and loss in our lives. I still struggle with the ‘why.’ Yet, I’m learning to trust God despite the unknown.
I know that He is good. He is same God that restored Job’s family. He still the same God that opened Sarah and Rachel’s womb. He didn’t forget about them. He didn’t forget about numerous other women in this world. He didn’t forget about me. He hasn’t forgotten about you.
-Ebby
Yes, Sis! 🙂
Great reads about your journey.
It reminds me of my eldest sister who docs told she probably would never conceive due to endometriosis, but who attended a church service and during a prayer felt a healing in her womb; she conceived three–now a lawyer, a retired military man, and a bishop. Oh, and all 3 are preachers by the way!!! LOL
And my best girlfriend, who I journeyed with through her ups and downs of not conceiving. I did and wasn’t married and erroneously suggested to her about adoption, etc. She adamantly proclaimed, “I want my own.” And she got it, out of nowhere, one day, the test said: “positive!” How we jumped around like little kids. 🙂 Her daughter sings melodically today just like her.
My sister and girlfriend are both now with the Lord, but God made sure they left a legacy and contributed to society. He answered their prayers, defied human logic, and increased my faith. I’ll never forget! 🙂
I love testimonies like these where it is according to their faith that God moved! It reminds me of the song lyrics, “ the impossible is God’s chance to work a miracle.” Maureen Clark Brown. Thank you so much for sharing! 🙏🏾